Faithfulness

So, Collin called today and I spilled everything. He seemed pretty upset but he wasn't mad at me I think he was just disappointed. I told him I'd cut off ties to Mark and I will. I want to start over new. I miss Collin so much. My world fucking falls apart when he isn't there. I want to make it up to him in whatever way I can. I promised I would. I will be totally faithful to him and only him. I even planned to buy us a trip to somewhere nice and relaxing so we could jus get away from the city for a few weeks. I'm not sure where though. I wish it was Tuesday so he would be back here again.
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